this is the only place i can post anything without all these stupid ass immature people can see it!!!
im so ANGRY and SAD and UPSET all at the same time, and yet i am also laughing at myself cuz I KNEW BETTER!!!! what the fuck is wrong with me. WHY????? do i feel like this, WHY do i allow people to make me feel like this. IM STRONGER than this I AM BETTER than this!! omg. get a grip nicole!!!!!!! geeze!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, venting over with. its time to move on
I CAN DO THIS.
even though i have to see these people almost everyday and deal with stupid ass drama and stupid ass people....I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!
frustrated. so i just spent an hour talking to the camera hotline people trying to get my camera to workk... stupid camera! so now i have to take my camera in and get it looked at, and i have to take my car in cuz it is being stupid making nosies and it didnt want to start when i was coming home from work..what else could go wrong right now! i have a huge test tuesday and i havent even opened my book yet. i just need to win the lotto so i dont have to work so i can concentrate on school. im so stressed right now...my mom is bugging me sooooo much..i have to get out of here..it is driving me crazy. you know that you dont feel like you have a home when everytime you get "home" you feel like screaming every second of everyday. and to make it worse the holidays are coming and i cant tell you how much i absolutely HATE..i mean hate with the greatest passion in the world.. all the holidays! so if i bitch anyone out...please dont take it personally..im having a really fucked up weak... i thought mid-life crisis are suppose to be like when your 30.